I have recently posted some comments on another blog that has been used as fodder to imply that A: I am a lukewarm Christian or B: not a Christian at all. And these are done by people who have never met me or know me at all. They are just judging based on a few comments I made.
Let me give a brief history of where I have been and where I am now as a Christian in general and as a Baptist in particular. I got saved in the summer of 1978 at a Baptist camp. I knelt in a dusty west Texas field and asked Jesus to be my Lord and Savior. If some need a specific date so as to “affirm” that it really happened it was in July.
I was then baptized the following Sunday at a very conservative church pastored by Stan Coffey. This is the same dude who spearheaded the start of the Southern Baptist of Texas Convention. I attended this church for several years. The year after I accepted Christ I felt called into the ministry. At that time I visited with the current pastor of the same church Dr. David Walker (pastor of controversial church in San Antonio) and asked where I should go to school. He recommended Wayland or Hardin-Simmons. I didn’t know which to attend so applied at both schools and decided to go to whichever one answered first. Never heard from Wayland.
While a student at HSU, I attended Elmcrest Baptist, a very conservative church. It was while there that I heard some of the political rhetoric of many of the conservative giants of the day, notably, Adrian Rogers. Through the guest preachers and the pastor I was convinced that SWBTS was a horrible place and full of rank “liberals”. They said that the school didn’t teach the Bible and supported abortion on demand.
While a ministerial student at HSU I was required to go on a “field” trip to SWBTS with a ministerial class. I dreaded it and felt awkward about going. Upon arriving on campus I immediately fell in love with it and the professors. I guess all the “liberal” guys were in hiding.
I enrolled there after graduation and absolutely enjoyed it. They challenged me deeply about my views on many issues. SWBTS was not an extension of a Sunday School class. We were taught to research and study ALL of the scriptures, not just select passages to bolster viewpoints. Up until then all of my views about God etc, could allegorically fit into a nice neat shoebox if you will. It was while at SWBTS that “liberal” bastion of the day, that I took all my preconcieved views and studied them. Some I have held onto, some I have changed and some I am still struggling with.
After graduation I went to California and served in several churches. All of them conservative. I was still studying God’s word and deciding on my views of particular issues of the day. At the time I was not ordained, only licensed. I sought out ordination at the current church and noticed that I was getting passed over. I then found out that I was blackballed bythe association because I dared to believe that God calls women into the ministry. I couldn’t get ordained. Should I compromise on my study of the Scripture in order to get ordained?
So after much prayer and heartache and being labeled a liberal, we looked into other routes. I still believed the Bible from cover to cover, I held to the Scriptural view that the Bible was inspired. I did not use the word inerrant, even the Bible does not use that word to describe itself. I believe God used the dynamic of each individual writer and thier personality shines through in each book.
So my wife and I switched to American Baptist Church, USA. I loved it and enjoyed being with them for almost 12 years. The interesting thing is that 85% of the churches in the ABCUSA are conservative. Don’t support abortion or homosexuality. Churches on the east side of the Mississippi are generally more liberal in theology. So most of the churches in California were not much different than SBC, just that they didn’t have a problem with following the Scriptures when it came to women in ministry.
From California we moved to North Dakota where I pastored until I left due to pain from an auto accident and moved back to Texas. I did attend one ABCUSA national “convention” and was very disappointed. The homosexual issue was front and center at that particular convention. I saw just how liberal some of the key upper echelon leaders could be. I was proud to be ABCUSA but at times it was not conservative enough for me. I was a card carrying member of the American Baptist Evangelicals, a more conservative element within the ABCUSA.
Coming back to Texas the BGCT and I were a perfect fit. I still feel strongly about the BGCT and support it wholeheartedly. I disagreed with the SBC and it’s stance on the BFM 2000. I support the BFM 1963, but will not sign it or any other “theological” treatise.
I don’t support homosexuality, but will reach out to them. I don’t support abortion but will still reach out to those who have had an abortion. Does that make me a liberal? I don’t think so.
I am socially conservative and Biblically conservative. I do not agree with much of the SBC. But then they don’t speak for me. I am strong on separtation of church and state. I support the basic Baptist heritage tenents of old. Salvation is in Christ only. Baptism doesn’t save, but do so out of obedience to Christ command.
I don’t like Baptist namecalling. I have been labeled all kinds of things. Some have called me liberal because I will not use the unbiblical term inerrant. Some have called me liberal cause I believe God can call whomever He wants to. How dare we tell Him whom He can and can’t use. Afterall the first evangelist/ Preachers after the resurrection are women.
So to those who like to throw out names. I am a bit wacky. I don’t fit neatly into any molds out there. I am still a work in progress. I preach God’s word each and every Sunday. Am still studying tough issues and don’t claim to have all the answers.
His Servant